PAST, PRESENT & FUTURE
|Into My Heart...|
|Written last year (2004), gives one the insight of the ming of a young teenage girl who has been out of love and found a deeper love...|
The past symbolises
The one whom I thought
Was the ONE (Oh yes!!! THE ONE).
The one the female species tend to refer
to as Mr Right.
He was good (Oh yeah!!! GOOD).
Ah han!!! Good in every sense.
Just that after a while (Almost a year to be precise).
The attention and love I deserved
Wasn't being giving to me.
I seemed to do all the loving without it being reciprocated.
Love should be about two parties
But in this case
It turned into a one-party thing.
Oh yes, from a political perspective this is excellent
As you are ruling
But this can only work in politics
Love cannot be treated as such
It just isn't right
I tried to make it work
I love perfection however; I just couldn't do this on my own
It was like there was a system lapse
Or should I say system breakdown/Crash
We just couldn't communicate without arguing
Ended in a break
Hmmmmm A BREAK (Yes we know how breaks end)
Well, it ended
But there was something
The N-I-G-G-A wanted to have it all
He had the nerve to ask me if I could wait for him
CAN YOU IMAGINE!!!!
Tofiakwa!!! (Oh I forgot, Tofiakwa means h*ll NO)
Even more than a h*ll NO!!!
WHO DOES HE THINK I AM?!?!
Are you thinking what am thinking?
Well yes, I totally agree with you
He is a JERK
A jerk at heart
And to think I would never have agreed to that
I guess I thought what I wanted was something I needed
But I was wrong
Please dont go AWWWWWWW
Don't feel sorry for me
Don't get me wrong; I was once a girl in distress
A girl with a broken heart
But there is no need for sympathy
As my PRESENT has arrived
He is my present and I see a future in him
I never knew I could love again
I think I am drifting away from my point
Lets go back to where I said...
Don't feel sorry for me
Because I Damita Jo found her Romeo
My Romeo was in someone that was always there
He was a friend and still is
Every time my heart ached in pain
He was there to heal me, mend it and calm me down
He was there to talk to me
Theoretically speaking HE WIPED MY TEARS AWAY
He is someone I can relate to in every way
Oh yes, we have a common bond
By the way, it isn't all rosy
We fight too but I love that too
We make up and that is the best part (Not what you are thinking)
We make up and that's how a strong relationship should operate
OK I know, dont say nothing
Am going to conclude
He has come into my life and I don't want him to go
He has showed me that love is about respect and devotion
And deeper than any ocean
My soul was once weary but now replenished
I am content because that part of my life is finished
And this new one has begun
My baby I write this to let you know
You mean the world to me
You are my sunshine
I am not saying I cannot live without you
But I am trying to say
You make it that much better
You are the spark
And I love you
I am glad I didn't end up like the girl in MY BABY (Bow Wow's Song)
I know I have made the right choice
And that choice is YOU.......................